Wow.

So it's been forever since I blogged here. I have once or twice on OD though fyi.

Soooo...I left off with last Thursday huh. Geez- lots of craziness since then lol. Good times though so grab a drink, sit down, put your feet up and read;)

On a random note I'm so totally listening to my Christmas playlist right now lol. It's actually cold and fall/winter like here finally (dude...it's Oct....that should've happened a good month ago....don't worry- it's not here to stay yet even- ridiculous *rolls eyes*). Eh I'm only a few weeks early lol- Christmas in my family starts on Thanksgiving lol. Christmas in my house....starts in November. I love my tree. My Christmas music. My decorations. All of it. So whatever.

Anyhow.....well the bachelorette party was good. I had to come relieve my sister of babysitting duty by 10p since she had school the next morning, so I missed out on the rest of the fun....but hell- she texted me like two hours after I left and they were coming home, so oh well. Amy got pics that's all I need lol. The bitch took TWENTY ONE shots yo. How she was still standing I think we all were wondering lol. I nearly died that she was up and at em to pick me up the next morning before our bridal party lunch thing all perky and cute.....she was suprised herself though too lol. However....the guys did their thing Thursday night also remember? Whatever. We all knew they'd do the strip club thing *rolls eyes*. I mean hey- I'm not all everyone should do that or anything....quite frankly I think they're all idiots- I guaren-fucking-tee you that there was no one at any strip club around here that's hotter than we are *rolls eyes* (we live in Kansas...give me gd break...they're a bunch of crackhead losers or they'd be making it big elsewhere). I'll never understand the appeal of looking at some naked chick you know is way less hot than what you have at home, and that being anyones idea of a good time....but hey, as long as Jason's behaving himself and having some standards- wthe *shrugs*. I trust him that much. Nicolle? Not so much. She did really really good though- better than I thought she was gonna....and agreed to leaving her phone at home- which I never thought in a million years she'd do. She was the bigger person and let it go and wasn't all psycho jealous. Yay Coley! Yeah....until the next day.....I swear......I could have killed them all *sigh*.

She called me Friday morning in tears absolutely livid. Mind you they got home at least at 3:30a- at least that's what time it was when Jason crawled into bed and I woke up- irritated mind you....he was supposed to stay at their place. In fact I told him to b/c he's annoying when he's drunk for one....for two- if he was drunk enough to get sick I was not even kinda in the mood to clean up and care for him....I already have one child thanks, and it's my off weekend too ya know? And three b/c he'd reek like bar smoke- which gives yours truly a headache (though by the time he got here I already had one...dude I puked up 18 bucks worth of On The Border yo. I was pissed. I seriously think my food was bad...I had one margarita, and it wasn't a alcohol involved puke process or headache at all....it sucked....I'd rather have been wasted and sick thanks). So....why was she upset? Welp....Jeremy (a groomsman) came in to wake them up...jumps on their bed.....Scott rolls over (no shirt on) and low and behold what does she see?? Handprints and fingernail scratches all over his stomach. I shit you not yo. Now before you go all "boys will be boys...it was his last night out...blah blah fucking blah" on me here- save it and use your brain a little. For one thing the "last night out" thing is crap....he's not some early twenties guy going off with a big hurrah....they're living together and have a baby together- no one is that naive *rolls eyes*. Plus....We're all girls here....you can't tell me that any man on the face of the planet would think oh gee- it won't matter to my gf/fiancee/wife (whatever). They're not stupid....they try and play it well, but they know better. Some people tolerate more than others but give me a break and think of it this way: How would you like to have waited all your life to marry this wonderful man....have this fairy tale day you always wanted....only to go on your honeymoon that night and have to look at some stripper marks all over your new husbands body hmmm?? It kinda puts a damper on the mood thanks *rolls eyes*. It's disrespectful- I don't care what anyone says....and not to him- to her. Do your thing, get your lap dances, and whatever the hell else you wanna do- but geezus people....you know she's uneasy already about you going and that was a HUGE step for her to let go and not call and all that....you think that'll ever happen again ? Ha. Not now. I felt SO damn bad for her that morning. She said she saw it and just literally couldn't believe it- not in some psycho way mind you...she's not an idiot she doesn't assume more happened than what did....its just the fact that that was there afterwards? If we'd have done that and brought her home with marks....all hell would have broken loose. Not cool. She told him to get the fuck out of her bed, and the fuck out of her room before calling me. I was less than thrilled as you can imagine.

I head downstairs to a Jason shitting on the toilet in his bathroom holding his pounding head, trying to decide which end was it was gonna come out of *rolls eyes* and asked him if he could stand up for a second. Why he asked? Oh....no biggie....just wanted to see if you've got handprints and nail marks on you too honey....?? Ya'll should've seen the "oh shit" look on his face lol *rolls eyes*. Keep in mind...I'm being calm and rational. I'm not even pissy about the fact that they went all the way to SALINA to the damn strip place (fucking crazy...a good two hours ya'll...idiots....). He laughs- I tell him its not funny....that my best friend in the world just called me livid pissed and crying....the day before her wedding....and I thought he had more sense and respect for her than to let it get that far. To which prompts him to attempt to get attitude....you know....the one where they're all "it was nothing....you're being jealous...." and try and turn around what they did wrong, onto you for getting pissy with them?? Yeah that one. Not today buddy....not today. I told him to shut up and don't even go there with me....I don't give a flying fuck that they went to some strip club in Salina....I'm not flipping out to accuse him of anything other than being a jackass and not thinking of anyone but themselves thank you very much. My point was that each one of those guys either has a wife/fiancee/gf or has had a gf at one time or another....therefore they're not ignorant and stupid to the fact that it wasn't going to fly with anyone. I was like seriously....did you think for one second ya'll weren't going to come home, and if we knew that or saw that....it would be okay?!? Nope....no I didn't. Yeah- maybe next time you should keep that in mind. Don't get defensively pissy with me b/c you guys were idiots- I'm mad about nothing more than the fact that it was totally disrespectful to my best friend....I know what the whole weekend, let alone day, meant for her- and I know that seeing that would absolutely hurt my feelings too. Ug....idiots. Every last one of them *rolls eyes*. Jason said later that Scott called not long after, right after Nicolle picked me up....all upset telling him to drop it cause he was in trouble lol- as in don't tell me anything right? Ha. Dork. As if. He said later that Jeremy (he's a manwhore...Jason said it was entertaining just watching him all night lol- he's like going on about how he should've taken the first stripper he got a private dance with home....Jason's like hey- I'm game for a bachelor party and all....but that hot?? Yeah no- they were all like 40....it wasn't that hot *rolls eyes*. He's like the wedding crasher guy- ready to pounce on a bridesmaid and then go on with life lol. Hey...if I were single though....*raises eyebrows*....that's the downfall....he's hot and he knows it lol) announced Scott was getting married and it was all over from there. Yeah yeah....I know...I get it....but come on *rolls eyes*.

By the time we got to lunch she'd dropped it, and chosen to forget it and not let it ruin the time she's planned and made perfect and looked forward to. That doesn't make it okay, but you get the point. Then at lunch her sisters try and tell her she's being ridiculous and it was his last night out and blah blah blah *rolls eyes*- to which I said to drop it b/c when we'd gotten there she'd dropped it and let it go and they were just antoginizing her. Besides that, if one of their husbands had done that....they wouldn't....all hell would break loose. Kim would kick Marks ass flat out and call it off even- yeah just over that....so I don't think she overreacted at all. Whatever yo. We went on with our day....got pedicures and all that fun girl stuff. Rehersal was that night....then the dinner afterwards. OMFG. Her Dad and his best friend are terrible influences lol....they were handing out shots all over the place (mind you we had a slight stress upon arrival to Playa Azul when there were people in our party room and we couldn't decorate first...they'd gotten the time wrong...ug but it worked out in the end and was way fun)- I dunno how much Nicolle had....but a lot. It was fun....but then it was back to reality. I go to pick her up and drop Jason off with the guys at their place and she's soooo wasted. She's mouthing off and trying to pick fights with Jeremy lol *rolls eyes*. Loud as hell *rolls eyes*. Is she packed for the hotel (we stayed there Fri too)....oh hell no. And is Scott gonna do it?? Oh hell no. I do *sigh*. I was so irritated with him by the time we finally got out of there....I ask where her pj drawer is....he says oh just grab a pair of my shorts she can just wear them *rolls eyes*- uh okay....remember we're also packing for the following day/night....you know....your wedding and honeymoon?!? A little help please...? Ug. I had to get bitchy to get someone to carry the coasters to the car (that Amy and I were up until 3am putting together b/c Nicolle put it off for so long...and then passed out anyways) b/c I can't do it...but they watch me try *throws hands up* (glass...heavy...). It was just chaos and that was not good when we had shit to do.

Like a champ- Ms Drinker woke up hangover-less and happy the next morning, thank goodness *sigh*. Everything went farily flawless from there....other than getting halfway back to the church and realizing her hoop for the dress was downtown in Wichita at the alteration ladys house and we had to turn around....we were 30 minutes late lol but hey, only for getting ready for pics *shrugs*. It was all in all a fun day and night.

Then my birthday was Sunday. Shittiest one ever yo. Ug. I finally got my first card Wednesday...holla! *rolls eyes*. I just won't even go there. I might as well have not ever had one at all.

Kids were sick this week. I had a barfing Cooper two days in a row and my kid caught it and joined him yesterday. Luckily they're both fine now....but my house isn't. They say its just me but I swear I still smell puke in our room (where Cooper threw up milk....eew)- I spent a buttload last night buying a bunch of different carpet cleaning things and smell good stuff *sigh*. I'm kinda pissed but whatever.

In other news my parents decided to up and offer helping with wedding stuff- all of it. I talked to my StepMom last night and I think we're on the same page with things. She's checking dates for december and january today....exciting....but kinda scary too- pressure wise....its not that long....but hell we've had 10 years....what's a couple months? I'll update on that situation later though. For now a picture or two and I'm out...nm I lied...its not working for me. There are some on my MySpace....I'll put some on OD over the weekend- so there ya go. Have a good one guys!!

Annoyed

I'm rather annoyed today- blah. For starters last I checked, Jason was taking a personal day for tomorrow...that means he'd get his paycheck today...yay for not having to screw around with getting it in the midst of wedding stuff, or waiting until Monday- apparently he decided nah, he'd rather not use a paid personal day, he'll just call in sick (bachelor party tonight lol so I'm sure technically he will be *rolls eyes* but that's another story in itself). Okay genius- so what about your check?!? I don't care if it's fine to make it through the weekend and into the week with what we have in the account already- what if though? What if something major happens and we needed that money in there, like it would be every other week of the gdamned year?!? Honestly it's more the up and deciding not to take the personal day without even mentioning it to me, or I'd have told him that's stupid before last night- duh. Ug. If that were me doing that- he'd be annoyed too. Men *sigh*. Thank gah we're going to On The Border for Nicolle's party tonight- I pretty much am in desperate need for one of their massive margaritas. Too bad I can't have one- well that one anyways- b/c I have to drive home and relieve my sister from Jaeli duty between 9 and 10p. Eh- I'm not really bitching though...I prefer it that way. My idea of a good time isn't getting trashed and getting up at the effing crack of dawn to start with all the wedding activity going on tomorrow through the day, into the rehersal and then dinner and so on. I'm a bitch if I don't get my sleep- I prefer to be in a good mood at the salon in the morning thanks. That and I can drink whatever and how ever much I please at the reception....walk a few hundred feet and pass out in my room;) Then I'm not in charge of cleaning it up either...heh. So....then there's the outfit thing. That outfit in my last entry was supposed to be for tomorrow- I was going to go back last night and exchange the jeans and another shirt but Nicolle wanted to go this morning anyways so I said yeah sure- I'll wait and just go with you. Didn't hear from her until going on 11am for starters. She says they'll be back by 1p and we'll go. Called her a bit after 1p and they were going by Party City, Walmart, and then home....then back to Wichita to meet the guys for tux stuff at 3p....so then we'd have to go after that, and hurry obviously....so we can get ready b/c our dinner reservation is for 6:30. I'm thinking ug....sob....well forget then I'll just go another time b/c there's no way in hell that's going to end up working out- and that's not including the fact that I need to meet up with Jason before the guys leave, and be here for my sister when she gets here to watch Jaeli. Ug. Why the hell didn't I just say screw it and go last night....I'm a jackass obviously. Ug I hate this. So, said outfit before is getting made into the outfit for tonight- and hopefully I can pull off going shopping tomorrow morning early to find something to replace that to wear to rehersal. I pretty much feel like banging my head on a wall right now.

So the bachelor party. I've gotta get Nicolle's phone and hide it. She's the kinda girl that'll be calling her man all night long wanting to know what he's doing and where and with whom...then leaving hateful messages on the voicemail when he doesn't answer- and just being miserable and no fun. Hey- she can wonder and worry....I'll give her a tiny bit of leway for that. But that's it- don't flip out, don't dwell on it, don't talk about it all night- kwim? We'll see how that goes. Scott was a big baseball player when we were all in college. The baseball boys are in town for the big event obviously- they're the wedding party along with Jason. So....um baseball boys *ponders for a moment* well.....they know how to party- that's a good way of putting it I think;) Jason thinks he knows what he's in for lol....he doesn't have a clue what a "crazy time" with all of them, actually is- which amuses me thoroughly lol. He's gonna be in trouble yo. So naturally I assume they're hitting the local strip joints *shrugs* whatever.....I told them to go by Michelle's Beachhouse and see if they can't get free lap dances b/c some of the hoochies we went to high school with ended up working there- drop the fact that Scott is marrying Nicolle and surely they'd get some kinda perk right? *rolls eyes* lol. Anyhow- Nicolle decided she wants to go to OldTown (bars yo) after dinner and things--she didn't say it directly but I think its b/c she thinks that's where they're going to be lol. Jason said this weekend when we were driving to Dad's that we have no idea where they're going to be and that they're all sworn to secrecy, but he'd tell me its not in the city limits, so there will be no way she'll run into them down there- end of story. Psh...whatever *shrugs*. I was like duh on the city limits thing- there is an ordinance that bans strip clubs from being in city limits. He informed me that there will be far more going on with alcohol than naked women lol. Again...whatever *rolls eyes*. That's the least of my worries. I'm hotter than any of the hoochies at Michelle's lol- so what the hell do I have to worry about. Now if he comes home begging me to start wearing clear hooker shoes and wearing outfits where my fat can poke out but it's okay b/c its kinky or something- well then there will be a problem lol. But come the hell on, ya know? As long as he's not whoring around sleeping with some hoochie.....or more importantly (b/c I know he wouldn't lol) letting SCOTT whore around like that, and I know where he is at the end of the night (as in if he's coming home or staying with Coley or what)- then that's fine. Oh yeah....no drugs with the slutty girls that were loaded on them in h.s. that I'm sure still routinely practice that little recreation. That's all I ask- I won't even give it another thought tonight. Nicolle? Ha. It'll never happen. I just know she's gonna be on edge all damn night :( Ah I did also insist the cell phone rule they made up for themselves (as in they're not going to have one...no one...so then she can't call lol) be changed and they don't have to tell her. I told Jason I'm definitely not comfortable with him not having his phone on him, or at least one of them having it and me knowing the number (I won't tell Cole I have it thus saving that drama)- not b/c of anything to do with them even. I was like hello- you guys aren't teenagers out to have a killer time and not be available and it be funny or a game.....they've got kids thanks.....and I'm telling you what- he'd much rather carry that effing phone than something happen to Jaeli, or to Cooper even, and me not be able to get ahold of them in need be. Obviously that's not all that likely- but boy would I be one pissed off Mama if it did. I'd kick their asses and then not speak to them for weeks;) So, he did agree that that wasn't asking much and was a good idea- as he'd feel like shit if that happened and I couldn't get him- so it worked out lol. Anyhow- I hope to God that nothing gets back to Nicolle about their little adventures tonight, b/c though I don't know all the details....I know the guys and I know Scott....and I know it's gonna be crazy. Cross your fingers none of them end up calling me from jail tonight *rolls eyes* lol. Omg she'd be livid pissed. Even more importantly...her parents would be lol. They're drawing straws to see who has to be the DD lmao. Jason says if he gets it he's coming down with the flu and going home *rolls eyes*. Dorks. Scott wanted to have Nicolle's nephew (he's 17 or 18) drive them around and wait outside for them- I told Jason that would be the stupidest thing he could ever do, b/c if you don't think Toph's gonna dish the details to us while he's sitting in the parking lot.....you're effing crazy. They decided I had a point lol thus the straw thing.

*sighs* Welp...just needed to vent on my day a little. Better get over it and start getting around soon. Have a good night guys- I dunno if I'll be on here much in the next few days. Maybe tonight depending on how things go- but after that I'll be at the hotel for the next couple nights, so it'll probably be Sunday before I'm around again- just fyi *shrugs*.

Alright Bitches....

Look at me...and be honest-lol. I re-tried on the straight leg jeans and I'm on the fence. I absolutely must have a size bigger- as the waist is near pinching and I'm not squishing myself in them all white trash like so I have like divided fat lumps or something....eek! But- think legs here....I took some crappy pictures in attempt to show the whole deal here. Look...think...enlighten me- is the tighter straight thing workin' for me or no? I'm still worried about looking short and stubby...Jase thinks they're fine- but fine is guy code for "I don't know...I don't care...I'm staying out of this thanks." Here they are:

That's it yo.

KRIS!!!

Ta-da! I have a few more bows drying and need to finish adding some bling to a few of those ones in there (gotta get more glue tonight) and then I'll get them all lined up and email you pics and you can decide what you want or don't- whatever works. I'm still checking price wise b/c ones I found are asking like 2 bucks a bow- and I think that's ridiculous for dog bows, geez! I've been getting ambitious with bow boards and thought it'd be cute to have a Dior one right....so I do the letters and all and suddenly realize duh- she's a dog...they've got rubber bands not clips *rolls eyes*. So I improvized and experimented with a box instead cause hey- had to send them in one anyways lol;) Anyhow here's a preview so far...

Started this last night and stopped in the midst of it....so here we go...

Did a little light shopping tonight...my GM gave me $$ Saturday for my birthday so I do whatever. Welp...after listening to Jason tell me Sunday and Monday that I desperately need new jeans, I decided maybe he was right and got some lol;) So I have this old pair of jeans that are like my favorite ever- super comfy....they got a hole started on the inside of one thigh *grr*. I would so never wear them out of the house lol...but I do wear them around here when I'm cleaning or when I'm lounging around and have others in the laundry or whatever *shrugs*. Who cares yo. I was like hello babe....all of my jeans are in the effing washer or dryer or next load to be done b/c of the whole getting flooded in Dad's basement ordeal. Duh. I wasn't kidding when I said all my clothes were affected thanks....not even exaggerating a little- that was that. He decided that's a good point and that was that. I however...found some cute stuff tonight and got them anyways.

So basically some thoughts....I needed something to wear friday for the rehersal and dinner (obviously its farily casual *shrugs* but I should still look way more cute than anyone else...ha;) ). My issue is this:I grabbed another size after trying a pair similar to these on, get home and they're the straight leg 'skinny jean' style and not the low boot cut one I tried on. Fuckers that don't pay attention to that stuff when they put things back...ug! On one hand I'm like eh, fine....on the other, I'm afraid it'll look ridiculous b/c I'm short....and don't have sticks for legs thanks. I dunno if I should just go with these or not???

I can't decide if I like that tshirt or not either lol. It was about time to close and I saw it and thought it was cute on the table and just went for it. Put it on....not so sure if I like it or not. Maybe I'm just a normal necklace kinda gal *shrugs* lol;) I LOVE these jeans though....they're seriously the most soft comfy pair I've ever had in my life I think. I actually got the dark/almost black but you'd have to see in person to get that I think pair of jeans to go with the black shirt (I'd tried other shirts on with them and didn't like them, but did like the jeans) just for fun *shrugs*. The other shirt is Charlotte Russe (who is having a HUGE sale people...as much as my taste seems to always wind up being for the most expensive thing on the planet...I'm also somewhat cheap- as far as watching for sales goes anyhow lol....why own one pair of something when you can own 5 *shrugs* lol). $10 people. $10 effin' dollars is all I spent and they had TONS of shirts like that on sale- I'd have gotten gotten more if there wasn't 30 minutes until close and I had Jaeli to push clear to the other side of the mall for one last stop *sigh*. I'm just happy I got that one....I looked at it like a week ago when Nicolle and I were shopping (she tends to not last so long in Charlotte Russe cause they don't carry her sizes- and me....I can get lost in there forever lol) and she pointed out that Jason and his GP would have a hay day making fun of me, because it's brown/gold- which just so happen to be our old school colors (Dean gives me crap about being a "cream puff" or used to all the time anyways lol, b/c our sports teams all sucked so badly and apparently he thought I gave a damn;) I was like Dean...hello....I'm captain of the cheer squad- and we're good....so what the hell do I care if anyone wins *shrugs*? We won awards at camp....they finally managed getting down my basket toss without me plunging into the ground....we had fun at the games bs'ing with each other....I don't care about anyone else *shrugs* lol *rolls eyes*). So they've given me crap b/c I wear a lot of brown anyways- I mean geez as if I wear it b/c it's related to school colors lol *rolls eyes*. I just so happen to look good in brown thank you very much;) Anyhow so I didn't get it then....I'm glad though now yo. Screw 25 bucks when I can get it for 10. Heh.

Anyhow that's all I've got so far I think to report. Just trying to figure out what to wear tomorrow to the bachelorette deal and then Friday I'm wearing the first top- just dunno if I should take the jeans back tomorrow or what *scratches head*.

Ooh on another note- Cherilyn brought Kenadaey and Kassidy over with her when she dropped off our fundraiser food we ordered from Kenadaey (holy crap that shits expensive these days- thirty bucks for 2 pizzas and some burritos....good lord....I'd spend like 15 at the grocery store...if that lol) (I should clarify- Cherilyn is my Mom's third husbands wife....how do ya like that lol *rolls eyes*....therefore she's stepmom to my youngest sister Kenadaey....Kassidy is her and Ken's little girl....end clarification here.). She saw my halloween bows and brought them with so they could each pick one....then she asked if I could do a custom order for them both that are black/orange (Augusta is the Orioles, hence black and orange- and her oldest son is a Senior and is a hardcore football player and an even better wrestler...so they're forever at games and wearing Oriole themed shirts and such)- so I ended up making 35 bucks outta the blue for four sets (eh I cut her a little bit of a deal just b/c geez...she ended up wanting me to do more than I anticipated....Kenadaey's my sister so come on....and on top of all that she was raving to a coworker who is pg about them after she'd seen them a few days ago and wanted me to send her my site info....she works for the Wichita Business Journal- she's got connections yo lol *rolls eyes* eh, or at least works with a lot of women who have kids and could probably help me advertise a little bit- I'm game *shrugs*). Within the last two weeks its kinda started paying off or whatever you wanna call it lol. I've sold on eBay with other lots of clothes I'm getting rid of anyhow, but not sold much by themselves (God and everyone sell them there)- I sold several sets by themselves last week and got emails via those auctions from other people wanting custom stuff, then people over the weekend at the festival thing, then this with Cherilyn- as I'm finally finishing the doggie bows for Kristin this week too lol. Dude you'd have a hay day laughing at me finishing them up- I got rubber bands to attach instead of clips b/c I think they'll be too big....and I got my nails all done up and beautiful for the wedding this weekend....omg *swoons*. I sat last night for like a half hour just trying to peel the glue off them lol. On the other hand....I end up with way less burnt fingertips b/c of them being so long I have to improvise and slowly go about it- which is nice for a change lol. After I finish the deal they go in tonight I'll post pictures. I also did this bow board Friday for Nicolle's neice:

Her birthday was Saturday and she's a bow freak lol and has several from me and obviously others period. I had made her a Halloween one anyway, then decided to try out this idea i had for the board and made her 6 more bows lol *shrugs*. Eh what the heck- it's a good start;) I was happy with how it turned out. Hopefully I won best birthday present this year- she's pretty girlified lol;)

Anyhow....welp I better go. I'm enjoying my week so far. Scott's Mom came into town early so she's kept Cooper Monday and Tuesday....and Nicolle has the rest of the week off anyhow- so I'm free- just Jae and I. It's so quiet and peaceful I don't know what to do with myself lol;) Jaeli's getting a cold though I think :( Not cool. We're going to be gone all weekend and she's staying with Pa and Grandma. Stopped to get her medicine last night that seemed to help a ton....better go check up on her again and then go pick up her room lol. Later guys!!

MIA a little bit...

We went to my Dad's for the weekend- it was their Octoberfest weekend. The last time we went was when I was pregnant with Jaeli lol- but had noooooo clue....which led to me bawling at the ob b/c I had entirely too much to drink that weekend....I mean hello- I didn't even suspect such a thing let alone know it yet (like two weeks after was when I did I believe). Anyhow it was fun- we had a good time. I got a little annoyed....all my siblings want to go out and drink and party and what not- I felt kinda left behind or something I guess...but then they call or show up wanting me to come join them.....and don't understand that that just isn't my thang' right now. I'm the one who has to be up at 6am when someone starts hollaring for Mommy....sorry, but drinking it up for a few hours before going to bed in the early am anyways....is not my idea of a good time anymore. I don't get to just sleep it off- yet no one gets that *rolls eyes*. Anyhow....it was nice to get away for a weekend....and I always end up having a good time bs'ing with my Dad when we go anyhow. It was nice to get home last night though too.

Anyhow- I'm busy around here getting things back in normal form. There was a plumbing issue at Dad's Saturday evening....somehow the room we were in started to flood, and naturally I'd taken my clothes out that morning and got what I wanted and left the rest folded and stacked neatly by the bag they were in....thus they got soaked- and we couldn't run the washer with not knowing why the basement was flooding and all. Sucked. Luckily I had one outfit and pair of heels that were thrown on the bed and fine....sucked though b/c the sidewalks down mainstreet apparently don't like you to wear stilettos to Octoberfest. Fuckers. I hurt my knee from the running last week- I don't know how lol. I woke up to a swollen painful knee the next morning and that was that. It was feeling better two days later- sore but better.....I look all cute and go walking down to the street dance with Jason, Ty and Trista....my fucking heel gets stuck between bricks in the sidewalk- naturally the one on the leg that has the sore knee- which then twisted to the side and plunged right on into the sidewalk. I dropped my damn phone and it got scratched on the back (I never thought I'd ever be that anal about my phone...that's Jason job...but it really pissed me off this time lol *shrugs*)- and the palms of my hands were scraped raw from putting them out to catch my fall. Not cool. Unfortunately I have to say also...I was completely sober at the time *sighs*. Oh well lol;) I had better luck walking in the damn things after we'd been to the Beer Garden and then to my sister's friends house for crown and Pepsi lol. Go figure *shrugs*.

Anyhow...I have pics and things I'll try and put up later or tomorrow. Just busy around here today. It's going to be a busy week anyhow too, b/c of the wedding coming up on Saturday and everything surrounding that. Just thought I'd check in though;)

Park Outing

Welp Jason and I went out for our nightly togetherness *rolls eyes* (that's my new name for running...it sounds nicer I think...heh) and took Jaeli to the park along the way. In fact that'd be what she refers to now as "Buggy's Park" lol. Hey- whatever makes her happy yo *shrugs*. I took some pictures while we were there. She loves it.

The end!! Have a good night.

Rain rain go away...

I hate days when Jason comes home in the middle of the day like this from the rain. Everything routine wise goes straight to hell. I used to love days like that. Thought I would forever. Psh. Maybe after I'm done watching Coop someday *shrugs*. Maybe I'll enjoy whole days a little more even. I so can't believe I even just said that- but hey....if I can't vent here to ya'll then what's a girl to do *shrugs*?

Yesterday within the first hour of being here....Coop had diarrhea like I've never seen in my life. He's all grunting like he does....when suddenly it's like a friggin' explosion guys. Seriously- within seconds it's coming out the waist band of the front of his shorts....and down the front of the legs too. Did I say I've never seen anything like it in my life?!? Because I haven't. Not even kinda. I mean it's one thing to deal with a little bit of messy poo that managed to begin a trail up the back or something...I've dealt with that before....but this....nope....not even kinda. Weird. Naturally he wasn't thrilled....I was probably even less thrilled and promptly grabbed him to haul him up to the bathroom. We dealt with it yo *shrugs*. I cleaned him up without throwing up myself (I don't know how...I'm proud of myself...I was real sure I was gonna puke....or else I was gonna pass out from holding my breath lol- ya know...it's one thing to clean up your own kids poo...but it's quite another to clean up someone elses in my opinion *shrugs*) and he got a bath....and I cleaned my carpet...and some blankets that were nearby *ug*. When I got him in the bath I called Nicolle (from the bathroom bitches *rolls eyes* don't go all crazy on me....I'm not gonna leave anyone unattended in the tub thanks...the phone always goes with me wherever I go)- that was the first time I've ever been frusturated like that...I felt bad but crap. Right off the bat to the day?!? No. I was like dude....your kid just had the most massive diarrhea explosion I've ever SEEN in my life....he's calm now b/c he's happy he's in the bathtub (kid LOVES the bath...even more than my kid....which is crazy)....he's just obviously not feeling fabulous- but he's not laying around or having a huge fever either *shrugs*. I don't know what the deal is....but she cut me off and said she'd see when she could get out of work and come get him. Scott called and offered to come get him, and borrow Jae's carseat from me to take him home in- but...I'm not stupid...he works 3rd shift, he should have been sleeping still....he didn't really sound all that into it lol *rolls eyes* so I told him not to worry about it he'd be alright until Nicolle could come. Eh it took her an hour or so but whatever- it's understandable. At least she came. It seems like he's sick so much. And it also always seems like he comes...gets sick at my house...and then afterwards she'll add in that oh yeah he did puke once last night....or have a fever at 3am that was gone after tylenol at 5am...ya know? Ug. Anyone else wouldn't ever keep him like that. It's just him and Jae....we're friends....I understand sometimes kids are sick ya know...I don't mind keeping him....but geesh. Anyhow- he's had one bad diaper today but so far so good. She did say that he had nothing but horrible diarrhea all day yesterday though (the only other times he does that is when he's teething- which I know can happen with some kids....never did with mine, but with Cooper it's a given if he's getting new teeth in). Poor kid.

In other news.....I don't want a wedding anymore. Not the standard normal kind anyhow. It's stressing even me out with Nicolle's approaching wedding (2 weeks yo!!)- its miserable. All this to be wishing it were over already?!? I don't think so. $20,000 dollars spent.....and you're just ready for it to be done and over with- you'll be so relieved then and so much off your shoulders then....wth?!? It suddenly hit me that I don't care anymore. I've been starting to fret about how we'll do this that or the other....b/c this is how I've always invisioned it being. Well screw that. Who cares. I don't want it to be like that. I want to feel like I think my wedding should feel- like the only two people in the world I care about are myself, and Jason....like we're finally doing this....all the time- good and bad- has all finally gotten us here where we always knew we'd someday be.....like no one else in the world matters, and the only people I even really notice- is us. I don't want to be nervous about the hundreds of people behind me watching, or be concerned about what they'll want to eat, or so on. I always thought I did....but I'm changing my mind while I can lol. This....sucks. There is so much last minute stuff going on here it's nuts- I'm waiting on her to call me with more info on her nephews tux size so I can get that figured out and finished. Tonight she HAS to get me her bachelorette party list so people will actually show- I can't wait anymore. On top of that we're doing it Thursday b/c that's when Scott's is....and she's gotta be kept busy or she's gonna be the kind of gal who spends her night flipping out on the cell trying to find him and keep tabs- and that's gonna make everyone around miserable. The trouble is that most people have to work still, ya know? They're not all off Friday too like the wedding party. Plus we can't start until they're off Thursday night. She's flip flopped on what she wants to do, so now it's switched to going out to eat and then going to OldTown to some clubs- however....I can't be out all night doing that shit (and quite frankly don't want to anyways....but hey....that's the downside of being the MOH from what I can figure *shrugs*). Jason's grandparents are already having Jae Friday night AND Saturday night. They're in their 70's. I'm not asking them to take her Thursday night too....and the only person I'll let babysit is Abby (or Jean/Steve), but she's got school (and they have work) Friday. I got us a suite for Friday night after the rehersal, so she and I can stay in town since we've got hair/makeup first thing in the am and then have to haul ass back to Augusta to the church, so Allene offered to get Jaeli Friday night as well as Saturday night. They've only kept her one night prior to this fyi. No way am I going to ask that one more night so I can go party.....espeically when I'm going to be miserable anyway. That's just not me these days yo. I'm almost 26....I'm done being 21. I was done with that by the time I was 19 lol *shrugs*. It's not like either of us are needing one last night of singlehood to get crazy- geez.....we're practically married already...have families...and aren't interested in the party scene what so ever anyway (she's just going that route b/c Scott's gonna get wild and crazy....b/c that's how his friends roll lol *rolls eyes*)- you're not fooling anyone. Blah. I'm just tired of wedding stuff I think. I dunno. Like I said though- I'm pretty set there's really no need for anyone besides us and a couple wittnesses/family. I just want to be able to leave afterwards and go be happy that I've finally just accomplished the last of the major things I wanted as part of my life for so long.....to enjoy the moment- and what it actually means to me....not how it goes with other people or how well they're entertained or impressed. Someone shoot me now.....I never thought I'd ever say anything like that lol *shrugs*. I'm old and boring now *shrugs*.

In other news I ran last night with Jason and Jae again. I'm scheduled for another round tonight- wish me luck. My pink running shoes are faring much better than my old beloved pair. My shins aren't bothering me at all now.....last week it was awful! And yes Ames....I'm still running in full makeup yo. I'm not gonna take it off just to go run after I put it on at the start of my day. It was funny you mentioned that to Jason- that was the first thing he said when we got home and were talking. He's all "you know....you don't really have to wear makeup to run- that's the only other rule you might need to know..."- psh....I told him whatever *rolls eyes*. Tell running not to flatter itself....I'm not not wearing makeup b/c I'm gonna run- but I don't put it on at the start of the day b/c I am going to run either *rolls eyes*. One has nothing to do with the other....and you should know me well enough to expect nothing less anyhow lol.

Talked to Becca yesterday- she told me she "understands" now lol;) Poor girlie. I wish we lived closer still :( I'd love to be able to help her out more, but a near hours drive doesn't make that easy (she's the one that just had a baby about a month ago). She was talking about how she gave me so much crap about leaving Jaeli with her (or whomever) for "me" time lol....she finally just came the second or third week I was home with her....took her when she got home from work and told me to take a nap and took Jae upstairs to their apt. I didn't not leave her with anyone b/c I didn't want to or whatever....I just knew I was better at taking care of her than anyone else and its easier to do it myself than to try and explain things so why bother....that makes it harder on me than to leave and have "alone" time lol. She's having a pretty hard time the last few days with him sleeping at night and is pretty worn out. I felt bad :( We just kinda bs'ed about Mom stuff. I remember saying when Jae was a newborn that every time someone told me "oh...just sleep when the baby sleeps!!" that I wanted to punch then in the face. That's the biggest crock ever. Oh sure...sleep when the baby sleeps....then nothing else will EVER get done. Just let yourself and your home and other family go straight to hell- just sleep when the baby sleeps!! What happens now that she NEVER sleeps jackasses?!? Lol;) She said exactly that yesterday and I laughed and said see....I wasn't crazy saying that back then after all lol;) It's not that easy. That and she said something about him being colicky that's all....I was like dude....don't feed me that....you can cry or gripe or whatever you want- I totally understand. I remember my G'ma telling me one night when Jae was crying and crying and not wanting to sleep..."Oh she's just got colic" over and over. I finally burst into tears and yelled "Grandma- she's not just "colicky".....that is the biggest crock of crap I've ever heard in my life...what is "colic" Grandma?? What do you do?? They're fussy and crying.....don't feed me that crap to try and make me feel better.....She's not happy!!!" lol. I sent her Jae's sling- at that point it was my savior. If I hadn't put her in that thing and carried her during the day I'd have never ever gotten anything done. In fact when she went up to Becca's, she even wore her in it to keep her content (this was when she had reflux, but the ped wouldn't treat it and she was so miserable all the time still :( ). That and I'm gonna call her back tonight. I got to thinking....two things saved us at that point too- one was the vibrating bassinet mattress lol, and the other was that MommyBear deal. Turn that on and she was good to go!

Anyhow....that's that I guess. Seems like I had other stuff to say but I don't recall now *shrugs*.

Kristin- hope your flight home was/is good. It'd about damn time.....I'm bored without my daily Kristin blogging fix yo :)

Have a good night kids! Think of me huffing and puffing up and down our block this evening if you need a laugh/pick me up lol;p

My entry before this one is by far more interesting.

So go read it instead;) I'm just in a bitchy mood so I'm bitching about the continuation of my iTunes experience from the other day. Fuckers. It hacks me off....I still am getting the urge to puke every time my eyes hit that damn iPod, or see iTunes on my desktop and I think about that effing button. One second....and everything....just gone. Ug. Anyways....some hoochie, whose name isn't Stephen- therefore I wasn't talking to her anyhow *rolls eyes* but whatever....hee hee- emailed me back.

> I understand your frustration with losing your music and certainly know how that must feel. However, our previous response was to let you know that we have replaced your music on two other occasions, 2/21/06 and 3/06/07. When you purchase music from the iTunes Store, you may download it one time. Just as when you purchase a hard copy of a CD, you get one copy.

> > When your purchases were lost the first time, we made an exception and reissued these purchases again for you to enjoy. This was a one-time exception and information on backing up your purchases was provided to you at that time.

> > The second time, we made another unprecedented exception due to the fact that you are a good iTunes Store customer. We provided information about backing up your music once again.

> > I'm very sorry to hear that you did not back up your purchases either of those times. When reissuing purchases to our customers, the iTunes Store must do so at our expense. We feel that making an exception once for our customers is more than a retail store will offer in the event that you lose a hard copy CD and we have extended this opportunity twice in your case.

> > I'm sorry if you feel that this is unfair, but this is our policy and it has been explained on two separate occasions. If you feel that you can no longer be a customer, I certainly understand and respect that decision.
> > Sincerely,
> > Heather

My new response went a little somethin' like this: Listen bitch.... Eff off!

Just kidding....it's this....;) Might not be much better but hey....I try *shrugs*:

I understand what your response was for- quite frankly I find this response rather condescending, and I most certainly didn't ask for that. I can hardly imagine that out of the billions of people that use iTunes every day we're the one "unprecedented exception" to any rule that's been used to that very day. And as much as I can appreciate your analogy- I don't agree...sure you get one hard copy of a cd you purchase at a store...but you aren't able to delete it. I can lose my iPod...I can lose a cd- but I didn't. I can delete an iPod when trying to following the directions to finish syncing it, but I can't delete a hard copy of my cd- it's not an option. I don't feel like your policy was very well explained before then by the way....nor do I feel like the process for accomplishing getting playlists/songs from an iPod to a library/computer is very well explained. I think there should be a better system in place to warn you that you're DELETING every single song you've ever purchased and placed on your iPod- you know....maybe red and warning....*shrugs*. At this point.....I asked for whatever information I need as far as contacts to pursue getting that done, so that other people don't have the same problem repeatedly (as I'm very much aware I'm not the only person to find themselves in this position). I'd also like to know if I can be provided at the very least a list of my purchased music- not songs to download....a simple list....like a receipt, so that I can at least make sure I can put our personal playlists back in some sort of form eventually- I'm attempting, but it's being nearly impossible for me to physically write out lists of that nature that contain things in a handful of playlists from such a long period of time- I'm no where near 100 so far, let alone 300. Thanks.

I really just wanna go hunt them all down and delete everything off their iPods.....so then they'll stop saying the "understand" where I'm coming from, when obviously they don't....duh. That...and I bet they always have their playlists on hand to make available *rolls eyes*. Bleh.

If someone sees me on tomorrow, remind me that I needed to call Jason's measurements into the tux place. I'm pretty sure I'll remember but hey....ya never know. I was pregnant once ya know. I'm pretty sure you forever lose most capacity for remember anything at that point *shrugs*. Have a good week guys :)

Gimme Somethin' to Talk About...

Well...what is up guys??

I don't have a ton to say...or actually, let me rephrase: I don't think I have a ton to say. But I'm going to predict that by the time I'm done with this entry I'll have come up with quite a bit lol;)

Been attempting to watch the Nascar race with Jason (well until he fell asleep anyways lol). It's in Kansas this weekend....so we gotta represent or something like that *rolls eyes*. I say that like we don't watch it every other weekend *rolls eyes*. His Grandpa is a massive fan. When I would stay the weekend with them (when I moved to BP we only got to see each other on weekends when I was in school still) that's the routine....come home from church....watch Nascar race/nap lol. He always falls asleep...but he'd wake right up if you actually changed the channel...god forbid! I remember a good two years of staring at that tv as everyone around me is half assed watching and taking naps and thinking.....why on earth would anyone ever wanna watch this crap?!? It's cars....going in a circle....for HOURS *bangs head on wall*. I grew to appreciate it though lol *shrugs*. My favorite is Jr yo. Don't worry....he'll pick back up next year with the new ride I think. Jason's a Jamie McMurray fan- but only b/c he's from Joplin *rolls eyes*. I loathe Tony Stewart....but I loathe Jeff Gordon even more. Ug- he makes me wanna puke. I think he's secretly a real Rainbow Warrior *winks* if you catch my drift. I only somewhat place Stewart lower on my list b/c I love that he harrasses Jeff Gordon;) I have a love/hate relationship with Kevin Harvick too....he's a punk and a jackass....but he's spunky....and he fights dirty- so he at least makes for an interesting race then lol;) Anyways....they just started up again from the rain delay. Hate to break it to them but shortly they'll have to stop again- it's just started pouring and storming here and its all moving that way *shrugs*. It hasn't rained this hard in a LONG time. Bizzare.

So yesterday was Nicolle and Scott's wedding shower. It was supposed to be a 'couples shower'. Eh whatever. Unfortunately....it wasn't all that well....anything? Lol. We got there about 10 minutes after it was supposed to start and Nicolle hugs me and says "well at least we have 2 friends..." lol. A girl she used to work with and her husband showed up later...and then Anne gave up on waiting for her husband (for a good TWO hours....she was slightly pissed) and came even later...and that was it other than family. I think the whole slacking on getting them the guest list thing contributed to that....but what do I know;) Oh well... more food and beer for us!! Or wine if you're me....I'm not a beer drinker. Not post-high school anyways. I'm not afraid to lay the facts on the table and be different: it tastes....like crap. Don't tell me try this kind or that kind....I have- it's still disgusting. Ya'll are just kidding yourselves. My Dad told me in college that I had to "acquire" a taste for beer.....have one with your dinner- you'll start to like it sooner or later....Heh. Thanks Dad. Sure.....or I'll just become an alcoholic *twirls finger*. Dr. Pepper is so much cheaper....I tried the acquiring thing but it still didn't do anything for me. The only time I've ever had a drink of beer that was good, was at the lake....my Dad convinced me to try part of their snack....it was what "fishermen do" at the lake *grrrr...men food....* *rolls eyes*. It was a friggin oyster on a cracker *shudders at the memory*. It's an awful, horrible, very strong taste. I was all gagging needing some water or something- and my Uncle hands me a beer....that is the one time I've ever thought beer tasted good. And boy did it ever. I just don't think that eating that oyster crap so that I can down a beer is very logical reasoning *shrugs*. I'm a fruity flavored kinda girl *shrugs*. And I like non-red wine lol. Or at least am discovering I do. Jorge busted out some fabulous stuff last night- but I only had two glasses....someone had to be the DD yo. And Mommy when I went to pick Jae up and reality started up again lol. Jason on the other hand....well let's just say he and Scott get competitive even with beer *rolls eyes*. Though Scott was far more gone that Jason lol. Dweebs. We had SO much fun though lol. I don't think I've laughed so hard in my life lol. Poor Jason and Scott....I've grown up around these people my whole life....I know they're crazy fun.....and if I didn't live in one of the stories being told- I'd already heard it b/c it involved my Aunt or some of their other friends I know from tagging along when I was little. They're even funnier now than at the time....it speaks a lot for them that they're still around and don't think Nicolle and I either one are not wife material b/c of our crazy families lol. The best story by far though was about Anne's husband before she came lol. Scott told it (they played college baseball together....baseball boys are crazy....Jason has no clue what he's in for at this bachelor party....I keep telling him that but I still don't think he gets it lol)- let's just say Freshman introduction to the team was rather crazy.....involved partying, and a game of "Lay it all out on the table" *winks*. I'll let you guess what the "it" was;) Cody won. And Scott swears that's the only reason Anne is still married to him and puts up with his crap lol. Scott also has a mad funny storyabout Jason- he came to pick him up and he'd just gotten out of the shower, had to throw on just a pair of old shorts to get down to the door...anyways, Scott's version is one of the funniest things I've ever heard in my life, and basically he also thinks Jason's got the biggest penis on the face of the planet too.....but I don't think I can get through it without peeing myself so I'll save it for another day. Lucky Scott.....he swears he was second to Cody....so that would mean between him and his two good friends- if there was a top penis list they'd dominate the top three apparently *rolls eyes*. Boys are so weird *rolls eyes more*. Lots of fun. Wish my batteries wouldn't have died right after we got there or I sooo would have video taped the majority of it lol. My stomach is sore today from laughing so much. Never fear....I'll be prepared....the reception is going to be a repeat- only worse, and there for much more fun;)

All in all I'd say we had a pretty good weekend lol. Fun anyways *shrugs*.

See....told ya I'd think of something to talk about;)

On that note I'm craving some serious chocolate. I hate that...I'm so not a sweets person....then I get a craving like this for sudden chocolate and it's like hell trying to find some *rolls eyes*. Must go.

Bows, Bows, Bows...

So I listed a bunch of stuff on eBay today.

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Note....if anyone is interested in just 1 Halloween-ish type bow just ask and I can do that too, or the same goes for the smaller ones. In fact...if you're like me and have a daughter with little to no hair lol....I can sew just that smaller size (1-2in) and do something custom for you like that (put a small dab of Karo syrup...or I think I heard you can use KY Jelly too but I never tried that one...in the center on the back and hold it in place on the baby's head where you want it- and ta da! you've got bows yo....and they come right off with a little bit of water, don't worry lol;) ).

I've got a whole deal full of other bows I have laying around and I think I'm going to seperate them into lots also and get them up on there too. I'll add new links for that when I do. I've started with Christmas stuff already and need more space or Jason's gonna die *rolls eyes*lol.

I'm Back.

So I tried everything on the face of the planet (including spyware duh) to fix the computer....it would get to nearly being finished and there would be two system 32 files that were infected it just couldn't seem to rid of. Stupid virus bs. Anyhow- I tried the restore thing.....had issues b/c it would freeze up when it got to those two files. Then it would just freeze and not attempt the restore at all. So....finally it was like okay screw it, I'll just have to restore it to the factory shipped condition.....otherwise I'm just staring at a blue screen telling me its messed up and missing a file it needs to start and work right. So bleh. That was the only other alternative. Naturally....I'm still adding back other programs we had on here. Thank gah I've started burning my pictures off constantly- as soon as I've got a disks worth....and haven't taken any important ones here lately or I'd have to be livid they're gone. So get this: we have iTunes. We've had it for years now....right after we got back from Jamaica was when we bought the first iPod we have- so you do the math. There have been two times something messed up with our computer or with iTunes and it had to be reinstalled altogether. All the music? Gone. But in our iPod so no biggie right....it'll transfer. Nope.....Jason was in charge and twice....yes twice....ended up deleting our whole library from the iPod in the process *bangs head on wall*. I was so irritated with him...I mean come on- he obviously was just hitting "yes" to everything that popped up and not reading it first....how the hell do you just up and delete hundreds of songs. The first time we had purchased music from iTunes on it, plus Jason went through every cd we had and added music he liked. We're talking hundreds and hundreds of songs and lots of time for that one. We didn't add back the stuff from our own cd's b/c it took so long in the first place. Therefore ever since- the only music in the library is stuff we've purchased from iTunes. We're talking 300-and some odd songs as of yesterday. Yesterday I wouldn't let Jase even touch the damn iPod let alone install it all on the computer....b/c he was just being an ass and not paying attention when it screwed up before....anyone can sucessfully do this right? I mean duh.

Heh. Wrong. I took my sweet little time, and still ended up doing the same damn thing. I tried several options....I tried opening my "help" section and searching....nothing. I then opened an IE page and searched the support site.....did what I thought it was telling me to do in the articles....and bam- suddenly I've got nothing left. Fuckers. I was so livid pissed. I'm still livid pissed. So I email the support people- before we emailed them and they just sent back a link where all our music was available to be put back on the computer- end of story. No notes or anything along with it *shrugs*. So I get home last night and get this:

Dear Jason,> > I'm sorry to hear the titles you purchased from the iTunes Store with account "jdeel@cox.net" were lost. I know how upsetting that can be.
> > After researching your request, I found that on 2/21/2006 and 3/06/2007 you were allowed to download the purchases you had made with the account "jdeel@cox.net." Each of these was an exception to the iTunes Store Terms of Sale. I'm sorry, but the iTunes Store can't make a third exception for you.
> > Apple encourages customers to back up their hard disks regularly. If the disk needs to be replaced, you can restore your purchases and other data from the backup and avoid the need to purchase replacement copies of your collection.
These articles may be helpful:> > How to back up your media in iTunes (for iTunes 7 users)> http://www.info.apple.com/kbnum/n302392
> > How to back up your media in iTunes 5 or 6> http://www.info.apple.com/kbnum/n304278
> > This article explains how to transfer purchases from your iPod:> > Copying iTunes Store purchases from your iPod or iPhone to a computer
> http://docs.info.apple.com/article.html?artnum=305465> > I found this article for you on the iTunes support website at:
> http://www.apple.com/support/itunes/ww> > At that website you will find a wide variety of helpful tutorials, troubleshooting tips, and support information.> > To find answers to general questions about iTunes, open iTunes and choose "iTunes Help" from the Help menu.> > Please review the Terms of Sale:
> http://www.apple.com/legal/itunes/ww

> > Thank you for being an iTunes Store customer. We appreciate your business.
> > Sincerely,
> > Stephen>
iTunes Store Customer Support> http://www.apple.com/support/itunes/ww

Thanks but no thanks. Actually, those articles won't be helpful, since I have no music to back up. I'd like to know who to contact about suggesting the process be more clear- as I read your sync from the ipod to a computer article.....and that's exactly what I thought I was doing when I clicked that "Yes" and all my music disappeared. That....is crap. And I'm sorry, but if our PURCHASED music is a violation of terms of service then why was it made available prior?!? If I was just an idiot who thinks they can delete their entire iPod library and get it instantly back all the time it would be one thing, but this has legitimately happened- I opened my help menu and searched before ever hitting that stupid button that destroyed everything, and got no results. I then opened my IE page and went to the SUPPORT SITE and searched there....I got info that didn't pertain to what I was trying to do, or was shady and didn't say exactly what I was seeing or being clear....I did what I thought that was telling me to do......and suddenly felt the urge to puke b/c I'd just accomplished what I thought my fiancee was being absent minded over and I'd been angry over prior. And on top of all that....I'm sorry but we can't possibly be the only people on the planet with that problem, so it obviously needs to be addressed to the attention of the appropriate Apple person period.

It is obvious you don't know just how upsetting that can be- we're not talking about a little time lost downloading things....we're talking about HUNDREDS of dollars worth of music we legitimately purchased. Livid would be a better term. I made sure to very carefully and slowly go through the process of installing things on our computer after the virus attack we had- precisely b/c my fiancee was in charge of it before and quickly clicked a button before really being clear on what would happen and seeing he'd deleted everything. I thought it was crazy he could do that with reading the instructions, that clearly he must have just hit yes without really reading or something....until I did so, carefully, several times, having others read it, calling a friend with an iPod and asking her and reading the screen to her as well....and ended up doing the same thing (after choosing the other option first, and absolutely nothing happening and our music not available at that point even). I think it's assinine in the first place that you could even just up and delete an entire library like that when you're merely installing. It should never even be an option....who spends 99 cents a song on hundreds of songs (and several whole albums on top of that) and just up and is okay with losing all that?!?! That is nuts. After losing several hundred songs today- that obviously adds up to my spending several hundred dollars with iTunes on music on top of the two hundred and some odd I first spent when purchasing the actual iPod to begin with (and later also money an iPod shuffle, that no longer can be used either), in part because of the customer support received in the past....there is no way I'm going to just sit back and say oh well....I'll spend a few hundred more to "fix" things. I'll retire my iPods, iTunes, and promptly send info to everyone I know to beware that they could just as easily be screwed over as well.....or at least maybe some of your "helpful" articles might help one of them before it's too late, where it wasn't made clear or helpful for us. Thank you.

That was the nicest way I could possibly email the jackass back. Note: I'm still livid pissed. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be livid pissed for awhile. No more Lean Like A Cholo for me I guess *rolls eyes*. Ug.

So I think I'm gonna do the restore setting deal this afternoon....I can't deal with this thing and it's effing popups- it makes me wanna toss the computer out the front door into the street yo. I've tried everything I can think of or look up and nothing is getting totally rid of it, or its coming back. That crap hacks me off. Enlighten me.....exactly what do pop-ups accomplish anyways?? It pisses people off, so the last thing they're gonna do is stop to look at your crap first and find some need to follow the link *rolls eyes*. Idiots.

Went shopping last night. No luck lol. Dude....shoes are already hitting the fall mark- there are no wedding-ish shoes that are light enough, and have a small enough heel. That or they were hideous. Not cool. We found one pair at Von Maur that were eh, okay. But nope. Not that cute. She's gonna be screwed *sigh*. We also found one dress there that she liked. I think its too dressy but she wants it full length long because she's got issues with hating her legs like me- heh. However....I found several at Dillards that I tried on that hit mid calf and I still loved them *shrugs*. Too bad I couldn't tote around my Canon and shoot pictures discreetly lol. Took them on my cell phone but I don't have like the internet thingy on my phone- its just on Jason's *shrugs*. So oh well.

Dude.....you people with the music player deals are cramping my blog following style yo. I must be the only person on the face of the planet who browses the web with my own music playing lol *shrugs*. I click on someone's page with music and my frigging Lean Like A Cholo starts skipping and then blares with something mixed in. Took me a time or two to figure out the damn player was at the bottom of the page too lol *rolls eyes*. I'm probably the only person on the face of the planet who logs into MySpace and makes sure I turn the speakers totally OFF lol. I hate that shit. I have different musical taste obviously lol than most people I know.....MySpace songs annoy the hell out of me b/c I think most of them suck lol. It usually includes my own song too so don't get yourself all bent outta shape. I browse and usually give up finding one I really like and just doing whatever *shrugs*- you know....turning the speaker off lol;) If I have to hear that stupid Hey There Delilah song one more damn time I'm going to go off myself I swear. Bleh.

Okay...now that that's off my chest lol *shrugs*. I figured I'd blog once if I'm gonna attempt fixing this stupid computer today- so if I disappear ya'll will know its cause I screwed it up even more lol;)

My shins and ankles are killing me worse today than yesterday. I think I'm going to die. Okay well not really. But it hurts like a mother- ice packs are my friend today. I got up to come downstairs at 5-ish before Jason left. I laid back down on the couch after hobbling down here and he came and kissed me goodbye before leaving lol. I told him I felt like he'd been kicking me in the shins and ankles about a hundred times each- I think he thought I was talking about dreaming that, cause he's all "oh yeah...that's what I've been doing..." and like humoring me- and I'm like no punk....they hurt from running damn it. Duh. I'm not talking in my flippin' sleep *rolls eyes*. Anyhow....I guess that's about all I know.

Heh...I caught part of Oprah yesterday- until it reminded me I needed to call my GM lol. Why you might be thinking (if you saw it lol)? Because after I graduated high school, we were all at the house for something or another....I was on the porch reading the paper and my Dad and her were also out there bs'ing. I exclaim omg....because I see in the paper that a girl a year younger than I am, well her Mom was in the paper for a birth announcement! Her parents are older than mine anyhow. But yeah. I was like "Omg- Dad....that'd be like you and MJ having another baby right NOW!!! Could you imagine?!?! Ug!" to which my GM turns and exclaims "Well I hate to break it you.....but teenagers are the only people that have sex...." as she walks inside. I look at Dad and am like ug....tmi thanks. That was sooooo not what I meant anyways lol. I just meant it would suck to be in your forties and starting back at square one with kids when yours are all in high school or graduated. Not my idea of a good time thanks *shrugs*. That and I'll never have a bunch of kids all scattered out in age, b/c I am one......and it isn't all fun and games. Its a lot of growing up quickly b/c you're responsible for your siblings b/c there are just too many of you for Mom to not need that help *shrugs*. As much as I love my siblings...and my parents...and as much as I know my childhood contributed to who I am now (and in some ways in my circumstances now with having lost my Mom I appreciate it a little more....b/c a lot of things I find I do as the Mom, were things I learned from her and helping with my brothers/sisters- its sort of comforting I guess sort of like, she's "there" in our life somehow *shrugs* I dunno how to explain it- I know it sounds stupid if you've not btdt, sorry *shrugs*)- I still don't think its right. My children will never be responsible for each other....ever. I debated that with a girl I used to work with, that I grew up with.....who kept having child after child, with a mentally abusive cheating husband (who was making even more kids...with various other women...ug), when they couldn't afford the three they had already anyways....and could care less because she just thinks it would be "fun" to have 7 kids....that's just what she wants, so whatever works, right? She had one sibling- this was her basis for all the "fun". I'm like yeah....so you can work your ass off your whole life and not get to spend any time with them, b/c you're at work- trying to provide the maximum amount of mac/cheese and ramen noodles you can....with no help from your husband....letting your older kids essentially raise the younger ones. Oh yeah....lots of fun *rolls eyes*. Ug. People like that annoy me. Like watching the shows on the Duggars lol. It's like good lord *rolls eyes*. Of-freaking-course those kids are all saying they're happy and well adjusted on track people....they don't know any different way of life!!! Put them in the real world.....and they're gonna be like wth....where's my buddy?!? *rolls eyes*. I get taking on the attitude of being more than happy with whatever number of kids that the Lord is willing to give you......at least they're stable in other ways, ya know? There are so many other people that say they "believe" that way and that's how they justify popping out child after child....when really if you get right down to it it's just irresponsibility on their part.

Okay got off topic lol- but I could argue about that stuff for days yo. Anyways Oprah....was about sex...reasons to have it...sex when you're older...and so on. It made me chuckle to myself and recall that conversation with GM lol. That and a subsequent trip a few years later shopping with her and Tomma andRhendi and hitting Victoria's Secret. Rhendi and I are shopping along minding our own business when the other two hollar across the room- "Tori, these are your colors!!! Jason would love it!!!" as they hold up some nightie thing *rolls eyes*. Rhendi and I looked at each other like what the hell have we gotten ourselves into here lol....she's all "well....I never thought we'd ever go shopping and hear anything like that out of Nan's mouth....that's just kinda weird" lol. Yeah. You're telling me. I got over it eventually lol- no trauma. Now its kinda funny and makes for interesting shopping trips (a couple Christmases ago R and I talked her into a Santa-inspired get up lmao.....their anniversary is Xmas Eve....since Tim and I are both gone now we teased them that they could actually have a "real" anniversary now lol- Tomma got a huge ball of mistle toe that year at the florist and snuck in and hung it in their bedroom too lol....we're all kinds of fun up in this family huh *rolls eyes*). Anyhow- I called her and told her she ought to watch....some gal was telling me if I have great sex in my 50's then I won't believe the sex I'll have in my 60's and 70's;) Lol. She agrees *rolls eyes*. I said well just please don't tell me you have sex at the golf course like the gal on here was all wild about.....*rolls eyes*. It was an interesting show lol. A fun one. My favorite were reasons for having sex......the lady getting the new house *rolls eyes*- hey whatever works *shrugs*. I mean at least it's her husband.....there are probably a whole lot of ladies out there with the same reasoning that are actually called....whores?? But yeah.

Alright....fun entry wasn't that?!? *rolls eyes*. I'm out. Have a good one guys :)

Question. So answer it yo.

Okay so I finally found a deal to get rid of this WinAntiVirus thingy right. And I think it did....so far so good- nothing popping up. However....just now, my freaking start menu/blue bar thingy disappeared again. If I minimize my page my desktop icons are gone too. Anyone have any bright ideas on why?!? Or how to fix it??? Bless you if you do. It's really pissing me off.

If I ever get things back to normal on this thing I've got more pictures to put up. Jaeli was being a ham the other night. That and I have a ton of bows done- Speaking of which, Brooke I'll post you some links if you're still interested. I decided maybe it'd be a good idea to sell them in sets rather than one at a time? I dunno. I never see anything like that listed....and being the girly freak Mom I am, I'd rather get a set than just one *shrugs* so I figure its worth a shot. Besides.....the small ones I've done for two sets are really cute I think lol.

In other news.....I ran with Jason last night. I'm still alive obviously lol *rolls eyes*. I think I did pretty good for not having ran at all in like.....a good 4 years if not more, I guess. If one can ever call running good that is. He kept trying to talk to me in miles the night before last....like "You know that bank right by Dillons? That would be about a mile...."- Psh. Are you kidding me?!? That's also ACROSS TOWN from our house yo. Yeah right! That's never gonna happen. So we ran my driveway rather than miles thank you very much lol;) A walk/run thing since yours truly hasn't done anything like that in forever....and apparently he didn't want to be responsible for me keeling over and dying at the end of things. It was a "okay- from here to that third driveway on the left" kind of a thing lol. We probably looked like jackasses, but oh well. I did it. That's good *shrugs*. I totally deserve a present. But I'm pretty sure when I suggest just that, Jason will say yeah....a new pair of running shoes *rolls eyes*. And that's not really my idea of a present. However....I'm pretty sure now that he's probably right. I'm really not at all as sore as I figured I would be. But my ankles are sore....and they were slightly in pain by the time we were almost back home anyhow- as is the lower part of my shins (and I had shin splints BAD when Nicolle and I first started doing that years back.....I do NOT wanna deal with that again....I won't keep doing it if it were to get to that point again-it sucked). That, and the worst.....one of my heels feels like there's a big ole rock under the skin when I walk- not cool. I think its just obviously bruised....but probably due to the whole hundred year old favorite Nikes I was wearing *shrugs*. Hey.....I can do foot pain from a cute pair of stilletos....but from ugly ole running shoes.....I'm not so game for that.

I think Nicolle and I are still on for a shopping trip tonight. We shall see, but hopefully. I don't really think tomorrow is an option for me....and she's got to have new shoes by Thursday for her next fitting. Who orders a dress....a wedding dress at that....that doesn't need hemmed?!? Nicolle....that's who lol. More so, who orders a wedding dress that ends up being 4 inches off the ground prior to any alterations, when you've got your fabulous, gorgeous, most perfect shoe ever, wedding shoes on with it. Yeah. They're a no go :( Which sucks....cause they're fabulous and she loves them. Its so hard to find something like that and then have to go shopping for a replacement, b/c when you find the "perfect" one first- you're still compairing everything to that. Anyhow....we've gotta get new shoes for her....and she and I are both in search of a dress for the rehersal and dinner that Friday night. We both have leg issues lol- so its proving harder than it sounds. If it's long.....it looks stupid b/c of how short I am. If it hits mid calf.....it looks stupid b/c I have huge calfs. Blah blah blah *shrugs*. Yeah....but anyhow....welcome to my day *shrugs*.

So annoyed....still having issues with this WinAntiVirus Pro 2007 deal. Jerks. I can't even google to find something to help me figure out how to get it off- any time I try it closes my internet page. Ug. I hate computers.

Someone fix my computer *sigh*

I hate computers and technology. So yesterday I notice this WinAntiVirus Pro 2007 has somehow miraculously installed itself on my computer. Okay whatever....I remove and restart and go on. But obviously....its not gone- or keeps coming back. I keep getting pop ups like you wouldn't believe and its taking forever to navigate the web. It's pissing me off like whoa. Then also at some point while I'm on the internet- suddenly my blue bar deal at the bottom (ya know....with the Start menu and minimized stuff....) disappears and if I minimize the page, all my desktop items are gone too. I'm ready to throw it outside it's frusturating me so bad. I don't know where else to look for something, or to get rid of it. Anyone with suggestions feel free to leave them. Puh-leese ;)

Ames.....

I got an email today from one of the transcribing places I applied to a hundred years ago, "inviting" me to test for them. It gives you a week to do so- which makes me nervous lol....that must mean they have a lot of guidelines to learn lol;) Anyways just thought I'd share with someone who cares *tear* lol *rolls eyes*. I sent my resume in like....oh last January I think? Never heard from them....saw a link again three months ago I think, and sent it in again. Then noticed a deal saying it can take them up to a month to get back to you, so don't assume they're done hiring. I decided screw it and sent it again last month lol. Cross your fingers I'm as fantastically talented as I think I am- hee hee;)

Weddings on the brain....

Jaeli is in love with Monsters Inc. She's so not a movie kinda kid- could care less, and would rather be doing a hundred other things than sitting watching the tv- namely being outside. It's bizzare lol. Anyhow she's watching that, and I'm watching Cooper attempt to walk around my dining room in my daughters shoes lol *rolls eyes*. He's such a shoe freak! He steals Jason's running shoes at least twice a day to roam around the house in them lol. Poor boy....when Nicolle dropped him off she said he has a fever b/c of teething (hey at least she said he had one this time *shrugs*)- he sat on my lap and stuck his shoe in my hand- that's code for Aunt T....get this stupid thing off my foot- NOW (and is usually the first thing he does when he gets here every morning lol). I did. And he then plopped around in my lap and laid his head on my shoulder and just laid there :( He's a cuddler in comparison to Jaelibug lol. When I first started watching him he was still in the wanting to be rocked to sleep thing- I was in heaven. Jaeli NEVER wanted that. Not from day one. She had to be swaddled super tight, like only Daddy seemed to be able to do right, and then she wanted to lay on the couch in the crook of his arm, and they were both out. Mommy? Never did seem to get the laying down thing right. In fact- I still don't seem to be able to be the substitute for that *rolls eyes*. Anyways, he was like her total opposite lol. He's a cuddler....but this morning he didn't even want to be rocked, he got up grabbed a blanket and wanted to lay down. I ended up waking him up....b/c after 2.5 hours he was still totally out. My opening the door didn't even wake him, and that always does. Poor kiddo....I don't know if I think its actually just teeth though. I guess we'll see *shrugs*.

We have to go shopping this week and find Nicolle a dress for the rehersal dinner...still have to pick up Scott's gifts for groomsmen (b/c he didn't wanna wait to get them Saturday when they were already at the store lol *rolls eyes* apparently buying shoes for his sister and looking for Nicolle's were enough wedding activities for one day lol)...drop her ring off to be sautered...get the rest of the gifts for her bridal party and so on....and a couple hundred other things I can't remember now on the spot. Her parents have to this point already spent $20,000 *dies*. That's crazy yo. But whatever. I know she 'appreciates' it so to speak ya know? But I wish she really got it- that just because it's traditional that a brides family (well and grooms) pay a wedding, doesn't mean that its as commonplace as she thinks it is. In fact most all of my friends who ARE married, have not had any help from their families like that- they've done everything themselves. That's just sorta how it goes. I think she really thinks that like b/c its tradition, well that means my Dad's gonna fork out wedding money for us. Ha- never gonna happen *rolls eyes*. Everything we're doing we're doing ourselves....if when it comes down to the end of October and we think there's no way we want to attempt going ahead to Vegas- then it's not gonna happen. I mean going someplace lol, let's clarify. I'm getting married....in December....of this year. Period, end of story. We've waited long enough yo. I'm done. But if it's going to be a tight budgeting thing to pull that off- screw it, we'll just go the Becca and Matt route- the courthouse, and then the reception after for everyone else. In fact, the more we've done with Nicolle's planning, the better that sounds anyways *sigh*. What a pain in the ass. There have been so many times I've thought ya know....here we are freaking out over timelines and having to have this that and this too.....everyone is stressed out and short tempered. That is not at all what I want. Not at all. What the hell are you doing here?!? What does any of this crap have to do with spending the rest of your life with the person you love more than anything in the whole world? I dunno....I guess I really just feel like its all taking away from the point. Like Jason and I have been together for a hundred years....we've been through SO much to get to where we are even now. The only thing I think about when thinking about our wedding....is that I'll FINALLY be married to him *sighs*. That...makes me smile. Thinking about all the people that think they need to be there or need to be fed and given a good time.....just annoys me. I don't care how happy they'd be.....I care how happy we are. Don't get me wrong....every girl fantasizes about their dream wedding and what not lol....its just geez- how realistic is that? Would I rather throw one crazy wedding- one day in our life together.....or like, buy a house or something? Ya know? It seems silly to me now. Funny....you could never have convinced me of that five years ago or something lol *shrugs*. Blah.

Well...it's lunch time so I better get with it. I don't have anything interesting to report anyways. Have a good day guys!

*yawns*

Welp....sorry about the layout changing ya'll.....I keep changing my mind- and I really have yet to find one that screams me and that I'm all in love with....so excuse me if it changes a few hundred times meanwhile.

This would be me....in the laundry room (which also happens to be Jason's bathroom downstairs...which also happens to house the hat rack that I had to look at for nearly 2 years in my friggin' bedroom- which you see here....ug....that was the first thing I did when we moved and unpacked....hung that shit in the bathroom!!!)- bored....waiting for the dryer to finish *sigh*. Note the oh so cute Barbie sticker in the corner;) Jaeli gave it to Jason one day lol.

This....would be me trying to get a picture with Jason in it as he comes through the door....obviously- didn't work. But hey....I try *shrugs*.

And lastly, but certainly not least.....because hey- everybody needs a little Tori in their lives *shrugs*- Eh, just me.

I am now livid pissed. Can I also just say that I love saying that. Livid pissed, I mean. Why you ask?? Eh- I just like it. That and well, mostly because it seems to boggle Jason's mind lol *rolls eyes*. He walked off earlier mumbling something to the effect of "Livid pissed?!? What the hell is livid pissed....so what....you're 'mad-mad' or something...?" Psh. No! What do you think it is....I mean duh. Okay....sure....maybe I just am "mad-mad" thank you very much. I can be "mad-mad" if I want to also *shrugs* lol;)

Anyway....why....? That folks, would be because I just broke a needle. More importantly...the only needle I apparently have (probably not so true- but...natrually, I can't find any anywhere now that I need one....so for now it's remaining the only one I had...). Stupid needles. If I were a needle in my house....where would I be??? I'll tell ya where.....in the box with the pins, thread, ribbon, and everything else crafty/bow related *bangs head on wall*. Or possibly a set in my 'junk' drawer in the kitchen were the scissors, lighter, and gluestick are perhaps. Or heck....maybe even in the storage closet in, or near, my flippin' sewing machine. But.....unfortunately- a needle, I am not. I've got 7 dog related Kristin bows drying that I finished sewing before....I decide to get the "ABC" related ribbon to going to work on a bow for Jaeli....I finish sewing the individual layers- place them together to start stacking and sewing them together.....and low and behold- the damn needle literally makes this popping sound and flies across the table. Bleh. I just wanna finish my dang bow yo. Is that really so much to ask?!? So for the last 15 minutes I've been sitting here contemplating whether or not it's worth the time to drag my butt down to Walmart and get some- I mean hey.....I'm gonna have to go get milk there tomorrow anyway.....and gum for Jason lol....and heck- honestly....if I had absolutely nothing legitamate to get there, I could totally find something once I was there anyhow *shrugs*. However....I'm just not so sure I wanna go this late. Bleh. Gotta get up early for the race tomorrow....holla!

I finally talked to my GM today. Ooh...I might wanna add- in case some crazy person I don't know actually is now reading me....GM= my Grandmother.....while I'm at it....GD= my Grandad- fyi. Anyhow....so she 'retired' in June (she's been the secretary to the superintendant where I'm from for as long as I can remember) and has been all kinds of excited for that time to finally come for the last few years. What happens?? Oh ya know....like a month after this she calls to tell me she's going to "work in the library." I laugh. Like seriously....I laughed, and was all um, okay....why??? Lol. It's not like they need any extra income or something *shrugs*. And I thought she meant downtown at the public one. Oh no she says....the one in the high school....lol! Mr. Stewart (principle) made a comment about needing a replacement for there and she was joking about doing it. He decided that was brilliant lol- and hounded her until talking her into it (she argued that she has days with the girls on Monday's and a lot of Friday's lol- all these ladies she grew up with have now started retiring too and several have moved back, so they're all clique-like again now lol....it's cute- heh. She's never gambled a day in her life....in fact my Great Grandparents would just die if they were around to see her and Berd heading to Oklahoma to the casino on Monday afternoons just because lol *rolls eyes*- actually I'm real sure my GreatGM would just die if she knew Berd was back in town and they were bff'ing again lol- apparently she was rather wild, as was my GM lol. If they told them not to do something- you could bet your ass that's what they just left to go do lol;) ). So anyway- she's all living it up at the library now lol. She says its neat b/c she gets to do some para work and work with some kids, which she likes.....but hey, if nothing else she can read lol- and get paid for it;) I on the other hand?? Am soooo not liking the new job. I attempted to put my foot down but I don't think it did much good lol;) She called this afternoon all "I haven't heard from you in forever...." and so on (note: she's like my Mom/best friend/GM wrapped into one....its not unusual for me to talk to her several times a day ususally *shrugs* lol- so I'm a 'mama's girl' or in this case GM's lol, but you get the point *shrugs*- I don't care yo. I'm also the favorite....heh;) Just kidding. Anyways....I said yeah I know....cause you have a REAL job now and I can't get ahold of you whenever I want....and frankly I'm not liking it one bit- I think you should just give it up lol. Again- kidding but still....she laughed too. Her new project she says, is talking Stewart into some remodeling lol- I wish I had a picture of the school, it'd make more sense then, but basically there's an open place on the lower level the library is actually build around. She told him the other day she wants that part of the floor taken out, and skylights put in, and so then it can be all open and badass looking lol *rolls eyes*. At that rate I don't have to worry about things....they'll have to get rid of her pretty soon lol;) I guess he called Mr. Poage (the superintendant lol- who was all thinking it was a brilliant idea for her to go to that position....cause then she's right there to help Pam out still lol, that gal who took her place) and told him he had a problem...."Jane." Lol. Eh- at least she can still cause trouble....they need it there lol *shrugs*.

Okay- sorry for the ramble *shrugs*. My point was going to be that my Uncle and his gf came down last night for the Homecoming game (yeah....the prison gal, my fellow OD'ers have heard about *rolls eyes*). Trust me....I'm still on top of digging up more dirt, but I'm also kinda thinking maybe in time she'll destroy herself lol. I guess they saw my Aunt Charissa up there, she's Tim's age too (another clarification...she's not really my Aunt I guess....a family friend- my Mom's bf growing up was her sister, and their Mother was my G'ma's bf also). She always asks about him and how he is when any of us see her- strictly b/c they grew up together.....both sides of my family have been really close to theirs, so that was neat and all. And there's another kid who was in his class that was wounded recently in Iraq that he'd been worried about that showed up- so he was really excited to see him too. My GM said LeAnn acted all pissy when he was talking with Charissa *rolls eyes*, and then my GD said he thought she even acted that way when he was talking to Jerry *rolls eyes*. He is SO not the kind of guy that would fly with normally. Not at ALL. But there's something about this hooker that has him all kinds of weird *crosses fingers she self destructs real soon*. Ug. Whatever.

Welp I guess I better knock off the nonsense blogging about nothing and get stuff done around here so I can get my butt to bed or I'll be not a happy fiance in the morning to wake up and get ready;) Goodnight kids!!